After four months at St. Joseph’s
Marist College, my understanding of social justice and equity has expanded
through observations in and out of the classroom, interactions with students,
and conversations with my CT and other faculty. Recognizing differences in each
student’s background, learning style, interests, and strengths and weaknesses
played a direct role in how I interacted with each student in order to meet
their diverse needs. For example, at the beginning of my semester there was one
student who seemed to ask for help significantly more often than most students.
I would end up spending a lot of time with the student one-on-one, helping him
understand what my CT was teaching and guiding him in solving the problems
correctly. Due to his consistent requests for help and the confusion that he
communicated to me, I was too quick to assume that this student was in need of
one-on-one assistance more than many other students. However, after working to get
to know each student in the class, I realized that I was devoting more time and
attention to this particular student because of his vocal and expressive need
for help but that there were many other students who were just as much in need
to one-on-one attention but were quieter and less likely to vocalize their
confusion. Specifically, one student in my class rarely participated in class
and when working individually, tended to guess on answers rather than ask for
help. I realized that just because one student vocalizes her struggle less than
another student does not mean that she needs less attention. In fact, I soon
found in this particular case that the quieter student needed more one-on-one
attention while the more vocalized student simply needed just enough attention
to encourage him to try the work on his own. Although this will not necessarily
be the case for every student of similar behavior, it did remind me how important
it is not to make assumptions about each student’s strengths and weaknesses
simply because of how they choose to communicate these to me.
My experiences at St. Joseph’s also
emphasized the need to learn about each student’s background and develop positive
relationships with their parents/guardians. One student was told at the end of
the school year that she would be staying back a year and repeating second
grade. This news, which is likely confusing and distressing for a
seven-year-old, is something that needs to be addressed and explained in a very
supportive manner. However, after talking with my CT about the situation, I
learned that her parents had skipped multiple meetings with the teacher and
administration to discuss the student’s plan for the following year and to make
plan for improvement. When my CT asked the student in class if either of her
parents had talked with her about repeating second grade, the student said that
they had not said anything except that she has to stay back a year. My CT was
able to give her positive emotional support, explaining why doing second grade
again will be helpful and how it is nothing to be ashamed of. Although
receiving this support from both her teacher and her family would have been beneficial, the situation helped me
understand the various roles that a teacher plays in each child’s development.
Had my CT not made an effort to involve the parents in this process or had she
not discussed the situation with the student, this child would likely enter the
second grade the following year with less confidence and motivation. Getting to
know each student’s background, consistently making an effort to involve the
parents/guardians, and constantly striving to meet the needs of each student,
both academically and emotionally, are all important roles that I as a teacher
will strive to achieve.
Overall, I have had such a positive
experience at St. Joseph’s. I came to understand from a new perspective the
importance of meeting the needs of each individual student as well as the role
of the teacher in promoting equity and social justice in and out of the
classroom. I look forward to taking the skills and lessons that I developed
abroad and applying them to my future experiences as well as challenging myself
to look at these skills and lessons from new perspectives and continue
exploring new strategies. I am very lucky to have had this experience and am so
grateful for being a part of the St. Joseph’s community!